Things were moving fast. My body was changing, my mood was all over the place and I was only ten weeks in. Hormones was on overload. I would get really sad from the smallest comments made to me, even if they were a compliment I would find a negative connotation to it somewhere. I had … Continue reading This Was More…

I make a doctor appointment to see how far along I am in my pregnancy. I haven't told my mom, just close friends. I'm in the doctors office shaking my leg rapidly. The nurse comes in the room with a paper and smiles at me pleasantly saying "Congrats! You're 5 weeks and 4 days pregnant. … Continue reading The First Trimester

I just knew the year 2016 was gonna be my year of greater. I had set goals: get back to blogging, be a better supervisor, travel more, stop flaking on plans with friends, move out of my janky studio apartment. They were made. All I had to do was follow thru with them. Easy right? … Continue reading It read positive…

Jan 1. 2017 "What is it about me?" I asked him, he replied slowly, "Confidence". With tears running down my face I sat there as the word kept hitting me, slapping me harder each time I repeated it in my head. I have lost my confidence for almost two years. Been searching for it in … Continue reading Confidence Expectancy